table of contents:

introduction

2, 3, 2 // this is not who i am, this is something i do

3, 2, 2, 3 // chameleon

5, 5, 3, 4 // those weeks

3, 3, 3, 3 // once was

4, 4, 3, 2 // anxious

3, 1, 3, 1 // removed

4, 4, 2 // pink

4, 3, 4, 4 // forgotten

4, 3, 4 // gone

idk what this is

3, 3, 5 // blind

4, 4, 4 // resignation

5, 1, 3, 4, 4 // thought process

5, 5, 2 // reality

5, 4, 4 // aftermath

3, 5 // questions

3, 3 // smoke

5, 3, 3, 4 // wake

4, 3, 3, 5 // residual

3, 3, 5 // limbo

highway dreams

3, 3, 3, 2 // 108k

3, 3, 3, 2 // prison

5, 4, 4, 4 // november